Nightmares have always been a constant in his life. From the day he was forced to abandon his home —and his beloved mother— to become a Gurkha, to when he had to make his first kill. And even after escaping that chained life and becoming a Mercenary, nightmares have always been present. Every single episode in his life has been revived over and over and over in tenebrous dreams.

Awaited Night (NNSecretSanta2022)The life of a mafioso can be anything, except boring. The constant feeling of adrenaline running through his skin, knowing how the world was under his fingers, controlled by his own will and ambitions.

And honestly It felt amazing. Just what he always wanted since he was a young man.

Now he was the owner of one of the biggest empires of weapons and intel of the world —or at least of England— the man felt he had everything he needed.

Count Down"You are like a dandelion floating aimlessly in the wind", Norton said once to him.



"Uh" His comrade-in-arms left his food back on his plate —a big steak he had that day as a reward from his superiors after a mission accomplished. He focused on the words of the aspiring actor crossing his arms over his chest, looking at him with a perplexed gaze. He wasn’t comprehending at all what Norton was trying to tell him.