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    lca4eva

    DONEThis episode addresses the episode of Internet Investigators on YouTube of which I was labeled as The Most Depraved Pixiv User. I am addressing the narrator of the documentary which I consider to be propaganda to keep people - especially children - oppressed. So to the narrator:

    1) You assume that older people will always manipulate younger people in sexual relationships because they are more mature and contemplative than younger people. The ability to decide should be empowered in not just sex, but in all aspects of life regardless of age. If people experience trauma from their decisions, then they should be further empowered to process, learn, and nature from trauma in their own ways. If people never recover from traumatic experiences, that is because they were gaslighted into believing they were "scarred for life." If it means harm or even death, people should be allowed to experience all forms of life. Longevity is not a guarantee. Not all people will live to see highly advanced ages, nor will they live past newbirth. Which is why all people regardless of age should value all forms life and live life to its fullest, including sex and to what ever extent they prefer.

    2) You also mentioned that I am an adult in the relationship with a partner of my choice. As mentioned I discarded the totalitarian label of adult long ago because I realized how much of a façade adulthood is. Adulthood was created to overpower people with concepts of responsibility to higher authority, who have almost free reign to be irresponsible with their behaviors so long as they have the power to exert influence over others. People should not obey authority figures, or even adulthood, but rather be encouraged to follow and develop their own imposed paths in life without restrictions of age. Adulthood and childhood are concepts, not states of being.

    3) Lastly you mentioned that I was possibly traumatized by my encounter with the camp counselor because it caused me to have "twisted" ideologies about life. During that encounter I thoroughly enjoyed the oral stimulation I gave to her, the genuine love of her embrace, and those final words that I still hold dear to me: Don't ever lose this feeling. I felt the significance of love between beings, which you may claim is abusive because of the imposed paradigm of adults grooming children for their own sexual purposes. Grooming is an instituted term designed to keep people obedient to authority.

    So I ask that you and the antis do not deny people the right to love, or the right to life. I ask that you support freedom for all people of all ages. I ask for love not war.

    Thank you for your consideration. Stay proud.

    Audio version:
    https://www.mediafire.com/file_premium/d0wz5s3jehfcf7m/video.mp4/file

    haredamaya

    INFO3/29の【MP46 命の祝祭3】に参加します。
    サークルスペースは【命20 晴玉屋】です。

    死ぬことが出来ないラーマと転生を繰り返すビームの話です。
    ※転生ものなので必然的に死ネタを含みますが、最後はハッピーエンドです。

    R18/24P/200円
    永遠を生きるラーマと転生を繰り返すビームの話銃声が鳴り響く。
    身体に衝撃が走り、ラーマは地面に倒れた。どくどくと血液が流れ、自分の周りに血溜まりを作っていく。
    ー私はもうだめかもしれない。
    血液が流れ出る速度が速い。撃たれた部位はきっと急所なんだろう。ラーマが自分の最期を感じていた時、ビームの叫ぶ声が聞こえた。
    「兄貴!」
    駆け寄って来たビームが身体を抱き起こすのがわかり目を開けると、涙の粒を溢れさせた顔が視界いっぱいに広がった。口を動かして安心させたいが上手くできない。
    「死ぬな!俺を置いて行くな!」
    ー大地女神よ、兄貴を連れて行かないでくれ!
    ビームの叫び声が遠くで聞こえる。残された力で目を開けると満点の星空の中流れる星が見えた。
     
     
    次にラーマが目を覚ましたのは、前回の闘争から二か月ほど経った時だった。目を開けると相変わらずビームの心配した顔で視界がいっぱいになり、吹き出す。笑われたことに怒りもせず、良かったと抱きしめてくれるビームの身体は温かく、自分も生きてて良かったと思えた。
    2020